Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Thoughts of Jesus at Christmastime

Another reminder that blesses me this season is just how much the Savior humbled himself. As I watched That The World May Know video The True Christmas Story Ray Vander Laan shares about the manger in which Christ was born versus the kingdom King Herod built for himself, I am in awe. Vander Laan shared the luxuries in which Herod held, versus that which Jesus was born. The smell of several feet of manure of sheep refuse from a thousand sheep that have come through the cave during their many travels, the soot from thousands of thousands of fires by the Shepherds to stay warm, the hard concrete to lay the baby down in the cave. Solid blocks of rock. Vander Laan reminds us of how we western christians 'sanitize' the Nativity scene with clean animals, and clean straw. He showed Herod's palace, its ruins, and the magnitude and glory of his palace with plants, cisterns, swimming pools, fruit trees, etc. Herod, king of the jews. While King Herod was sitting in all his comforts in the kingdom he made up for himself, the savior of the World is lying on a rock in a cave. God decided his way of bringing Christ up was to put him in the family of David, in the city of David, and born in a shepherd's stall. I love that movie. I watch it every year. Herod's vision died. His ruins are still there. We usually remember Herod at this time for killing the babies at Christmas time. Herod built for himself and there was nothing. The baby in the cave built a faith and kingdom that is still growing, still transforms lives, still grows. He left a great vision. A great salvation. The greatest gift!



"don't live life like Christ is still in the tomb".
Ray Vander Laan

He is Risen. His promise to Abraham is complete. He is alive. We need to decide is the tomb empty or full, as that is how we live our lives. We need to decide for ourselves if it is empty. We need to show others the tomb is empty. They need to know. What an awesome declaration of His love for us.

Monday, December 25, 2006

WHO DO YOU SAY I AM?


Mark 8
27 And Jesus went out, and his disciples, into the towns of Caesarea Philippi: and by the way he asked his disciples, saying unto them, Whom do men say that I am?
28 And they answered, John the Baptist; but some say, Elias; and others, One of the prophets.
29 And he saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am? And Peter answereth and saith unto him, Thou art the Christ.
30 And he charged them that they should tell no man of him.
31 And he began to teach them, that the Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders, and of the chief priests, and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.
32 And he spake that saying openly. And Peter took him, and began to rebuke him.
33 But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men.
34 And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.
35 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel's, the same shall save it.
36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
37 Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
38 Whosoever therefore shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation; of him also shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he cometh in the glory of his Father with the holy angels.

Mark 9
1 And he said unto them, Verily I say unto you, That there be some of them that stand here, which shall not taste of death, till they have seen the kingdom of God come with power.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006








Mustard seed




Matthew 13

31 Another parable put he forth unto them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is like to a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and sowed in his field:
32 Which indeed is the least of all seeds: but when it is grown, it is the greatest among herbs, and becometh a tree, so that the birds of the air come and lodge in the branches thereof.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006







Are you not of more value than these?






"Consider the birds of the air, that they do not sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them." Matt 6:26 (NASB)

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Monday, December 11, 2006







Winter Solstice



In short, darker nights and days. This is when we have the most dark. In Summer we have a summer solstice where we have the most daylight.



Right now, we're getting closer to getting over the hump where we start gaining more daylight. Praise God! When that comes of course, a couple months down the road you will start covering your windows when it's time to go to bed, because it's daylight overload, lol. I know, I know. You either hate it or you love it. I haven't decided about that part, yet. At bedtime during summer months the kids, love to say, "But mom, it's not dark out, yet."



One thing I like to do that helps me with the dark is collect certain backdrops over the Internet for sanity. The picture on the left above is Fiji and the other two on the right is Samoa. I enjoy looking at the weather in different countries of water, sunsets or greenery. Imagine the ocean, etc. Candles are a must for sanity as well. Maybe even some light scented lotions.


The other thing is to get out when it's light. Go for a walk at the skating rink. Everyone's jogging, walking in there, or on the ice skating away. It's safer if you don't want to break your neck outside. I'd like to get an Elliptical machine where I don't have to leave home to get Stationary Bike Stationary Bike Jumping Jacks Step Aerobics Walking 2 exercise all the time. This is where the aerobics video tapes can lose their joy. Aerobics


I also do my Spring Cleaning in Winter as Summer months can really make you busy. Winter has a hybernating feel to it. You do things when you want, get up when you want. That can also be a bad thing if you get too used to it.

Friday, December 08, 2006

What's going on?


Recently I read an article where a mother had her son arrested for playing with his Christmas present early. I guess it was the hair that broke the camels back. Hello? Is anyone home? Is your son crying out for help? What makes him tick? Are you too inconvenienced to deal with what causes him to do so? I know you're tired, but he's your son. Ok, so you can't quit work, but can you help him? He's crying out to you? Must we call the authorities? Shouldn't we ask God, contact the church, seek professional help. He's not a criminal. He's your son. OK, he has special deficit disorders and his medication isn't working. TAKE HIM TO A DOCTOR AND REACESS HIS MEDICATION. Don't teach him a lesson by arresting him over a Christmas present. He can't help it. He's acting out because something is disturbing his functioning. Show him you love him, and take him to the doctor, or a psychiatrist, a chiropractor or psychologist, but don't lock him up in prison. Can a person in this mind frame establish right from wrong? Mother, help your child.

South Carolina mother has son arrested for playing with
Christmas present
Dec 05 10:00 PM US/Eastern

South Carolina mother has son arrested for playing with Christmas present
COLUMBIA, S.C. (AP) - A fed-up mother had her 12-year-old son arrested for allegedly rummaging through his great-grandmother's things and playing with his Christmas present early.
The mother called police Sunday after learning her son had disobeyed
orders and repeatedly taken a Game Boy from its hiding place at his grandmother's house next door and played with it. He was arrested on petty larceny charges, taken to the local police station in handcuffs and held until his mother picked him up after church.
"My grandmother went out of her way to lay away a toy and paid on
this thing for months," said the boy's mother, Brandi Ervin.
"It was only to teach my son a lesson. He's been going through life doing
things...and getting away with it."
Police did not release the boy's name.
The mother said her son was diagnosed in the last year with
attention deficit hyperactivity disorder but his medicine does not seem to
help. She said he faces an expulsion hearing at his school Wednesday. Rock Hill Police Capt.
Mark Bollinger said the boy took a swing at a police officer assigned
to the school last month. He has been suspended from school since then.
The boy's case will be presented to Department of Juvenile Justice
officials in York County, who will decide what happens to him, Bollinger said.
His mother hopes he can attend a program that will finally scare him
straight.
"It's not even about the Christmas present," she said.
"I only want positive things out of it...There's no need for him to act this way. I'd rather call myself than someone else call for him doing something worse than this."
The Canadian Press, 2006

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Age

Is age a part of the Fall of man? White hairs, wrinkles... Were we meant to stay young? I know we were made to live in eternity, but is that with age?

Lately I've been getting more white hairs popping out on my head. Front, sides, back.

I told Rich I was considering dying or highlighting my hair, which would look very different on me. I don't want to start something like that and then have to keep up on it, or go the all natural.

Someone told me just color the whites, but wouldn't that look funny with certain colored spots on your head?

Decisions, decisions.....

Old Lady








Monday, December 04, 2006

FIREWORKS


We had fireworks today, and just a few days ago. A long show of them. Not sure of the occassion. Just wonder what Jesus thinks of the fireworks. They're probably nothing like a show he can put on.

Fireworks

Friday, December 01, 2006







REMEMBER


Our military have returned home from Iraq at the end of Thanksgiving week. Praise God for their hard work. Please continue to pray for our soldiers (and those 700 or so that went last year). Continue to pray for these soldiers regularly; some of them still struggling with things they saw; their transition from a life of over a year (and maybe some longer) out on the field back to civilization. Consider what they've gone through physically from some 80+ degree temperatures in Iraq, to the extremes of Alaska (cold & dark); the change in culture and lifestyle; maybe not any real good rest; being shot at, or the atrocities they have witnessed. From a life of restrictions on duty for over a year, to wanting to take down the guard at home. The list goes on.

Pray for them spiritually as they reach out for things to cope with life (alcohol, etc.). Pray God would use this opportunity for them to reach out to Him. Ask God to allow them to grieve, and adjust. Pray for the churches in our community to reach out to them, and love them. Pray for the Christians they encounter, that God would let them be a strong light of His Son and a comfort to the soldiers. When you see them, thank them for serving our country. The Army does offer good resources like Family Counseling, but no one feeds the soul like Jesus. :)

Pray for us as a church body in how we can reach this community of soldiers. This is a great time to reach out to them. They are real people, with real needs. They need understanding, compassion, grace and mercy. God bless them and shower His love upon them as they serve our country.

Thank you for praying.


I lift my eyes up to the hills- where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord the Maker of Heaven and Earth'
Psalm 121: 1

Remember where they were, and how far they have come.

"Photos Courtesy of U.S. Army"






Thursday, November 23, 2006

19 years


This year I've been with Rich for over 19 years. We have come through alot in our lives. Both of us from very chaotic backgrounds. Who would've thought we'd make it to 19 years, have three kids and be living on the edge of the world in Alaska of all places. Sometimes I can remember us as when we first begun; other times in the present. Today we are having our 19th Thanksgiving with three extra persons, than that first Thanksgiving after we married in a one-bedroom apartment across the beach in Pacifica, CA.

During those 19 years a lot of hardship, heartache, and hope.

1989-met Rich and his parents
1990-
1991-
1992-Rich and I went clean and sober (me from Alcohol, Rich from drugs & alcohol)
1993-received the gospel & got married
1994-
1995-studied Wounded Heart which was a turning point in my life (sexual abuse)
1996-
1997-Antonio was born
1998-
1999-moved to Alaska, managed 32 unit apartment
2000-Emily was born
2001-
2002-Elie was born
2003-
2004-
2005-
2006-out of apartment managing job


I have to go back to cooking. I have much to be thankful for even prior to Rich for the years God carried me. It will be interesting to look this over again, and measure the various things that went on in my life.

In thanksgiving let us praise Him!

Monday, November 20, 2006


Source of Every Blessing
What the Cross Releases
Chapter 10

For all things are yours....And you are Christ's, and Christ is God's.1 Cor. 3:21-23

I think this chapter is one of my favorites out of all of them. :)

Blackaby continues that a fundamental aspect of Paul's understanding of the cross, perhaps summarized best in this verse: "He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?" Romans 8:32

What the cross makes available to every believer is everything.

It's as if we stand before God and He points to the cross and says, "What more could I have done for you? The cross contains it all! If I freely gave up My beloved and holy Son for you, doesn't that prove I'll freely give you everything else with Him as well? Doesn't it prove I have adequate resources to give you in Christ, since I already freely gave Him for your sin?

The cross defines everything else in your relationship to God, and it releases everything else in your relationship to God. No wonder Paul was so passionate to proclaim exclusively "the message of the cross" (1Cor.1:17-18). No wonder he said he "determined not to know anything among you except Jesus Christ and Him crucified."

As you look carefully throughout the New Testament, you'll see again and again that everything coming our way from God is ours through Christ by way of the cross.

Look closely at what Paul is saying. God "has blessed us." In other words, it's already in place.

God purposed to make us holy and blameless before the foundation of the world-with the holiness and blamelessness of Christ that are impossible for us to share without the cross. God, who knows everything, knew in eternity past that we would sin and fall short of His wondrous glory. Yet He also knew before the world was even created that He would provide a way for sinners to be made righteous before Him in Christ!

And that plan and purpose would include not just forgiveness, but the countless, lavish blessings of all righteousness and holiness. What a God! What a Savior!

In Colossians 2:9-10, Paul declares: "For in Him dwells all the fullness of the godhead bodily: --then adds these words about you and me: "and you are complete in Him, who is the head of all principality and power.

"Knowing He has provided for us so completely through the cross, imagine how greatly dishonoring it is to Him when we set all that aside and try to function instead in the flesh.

Grace and peace be multiplied to you in the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord, as His divine power has given to us all things that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge of Him who called us by glory and virtue. (2 Peter 1:2-3)

grace = God's undeserved provision for us.

What this grace brings our way through God's enabling power means "all things that pertain to life and godliness." All these things are what God "has given"; He has already supplied everything required for us to live a holy life. Nothing is left out.

May everything God has already provided you through the cross of Christ --- all the resources required for living a holy life that honors Him --- may all this grow and expand and intensify in your life, along with the great peace that always goes with it."

Blackaby continues "yet so often we settle in with our sinful nature and decide we "just can't help it." We think we're bound to function that way, because "that's just how we are." And so we end up canceling God's promises in practical effect.

Will you instead learn to recognize everything God has done for you, and take full advantage of it? Accept His complete provision and ask Him to help you understand and appropriate what He has supplied. Come to Him and say, "O Father in heaven, I know Your promises. I know You have made available everything I need to live a godly life -- I know that all this is already mine. And yet I just don't fully grasp how to implement these blessings. But if You will show me, I will respond."

Are you committed to learning what God's "everything" and His "all things" really mean in every aspect of your life?

God's "all things" includes every circumstances of our lives, no matter how painful. Even in our darkest moments we can read this passage with great humility and brokenness and say, "I know You have called me, Lord, and I do love you with all my heart." As you begin putting that together in your mind and heart, you can say with genuine confidence, "Because of these things, I know God is working all things together for good." Rom. 8:28

The cross is the heartbeat of all this good that God works out even through our toughest circumstances.It's not by circumstances that God told you He loved you. He told you He loved you when His Son died for us. And no combination of difficult or bewildering circumstances will ever change any aspect of that love." Praise God!

Because of the cross, we have "boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus" (Hebrews 10:19). Now we can actually approach god's holy presence by His spirit through prayer. We're encouraged to do exactly that without delay and restriction: "Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith" (10:22); "let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need" (4:160How incredible! God has given you the go-ahead to enter the holiest place in existence, His very presence.

As you consistently do that, you honor Him. And don't you suppose it must be terribly dishonoring if we have access to God's Holy Presence, purchased at the cost of the life of His own Son, and yet seldom go there? Surely a moment awaits when God will say to those who did not seek His presence, "Let Me tell you what could have been in your life, if you'd only come. But you didn't. you never came. You treated your prayer life as only a religious requirement. Don't let that tragedy be yours.

What do I need to put in front of the cross so I won't become disoriented to God's love?

The cross & God's love was for such a time as this......

me
my marriage
my children
my family
my job
my friends
my spiritual growth
my maturity
my worries
my health
my ministry
the war in Iraq
school work
migraines
housework
habits
the church.......................................... what's on your list?

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Morals

Rejection of God is not an intellectual dilemma. It's a moral one. -- Ravi Zacharaias

That statement was made by Ravi in a series I've been listening to:


2006-11-16
Why Sit Here Until We Die? (part 4 of 4)
2006-11-15
Why Sit Here Until We Die? (part 3 of 4)
2006-11-14
Why Sit Here Until We Die? (part 2 of 4)
2006-11-13
Why Sit Here Until We Die? (part 1 of 4)


It's just 'very powerful' thinking. I was touched most with the risks many have taken before me to preach the gospel, and how I sit comfortable between 4 walls. Crying 1 In the last session, Ravi talks about us taking risks to preach the gospel. If I sit and do nothing, it is a form of death. He said why not go in and see what God is doing, and join in. This told me maybe I shouldn't try and do things on my own, but follow the church in ministry, etc. I also received a call to help out with youth prison ministry.

Today I read where Rick Warren went to Syria: http://worldnetdaily.com/news/article.asp?ARTICLE_ID=52971 I'm not one to argue where God sends someone, but if Rick can go to Syria, why can't I go preach the good news? What stops me?

Lord, what are you doing in my church, in my community, in my state, and country. Where can I help? Prayer I feel You have been stripping layers away from me even as I go through Beth Moore's Daniel Study. I'm on chapter 6, and I just see all the things I have put in my life to flood me from having a relationship with my Lord. Frightfully, I have passed it on to my children. We have a lot of nothing.

Last week in Sunday School God spoke to me about the 'Do not worries' and where to store my treasures in (Heaven) Matthew 6. I should not worry about the cares of this world, what I will eat, drink, or wear, and that's what I have in my storehouses. This has been convicting as I have so much clutter to get rid of.

I feel you are breaking me free, Lord. It's a lot of work ahead, but I see my need for you, and less things. I have built myself a babylon, and need to bring it down a hefty notch.

Thank you for reminding me. I want your redemptive work in me.

I am Yours.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Experiencing the Cross
Chapter 9 - The Cross Brings Fullness of Life
A New Creation That Stays New

Because I live, you will live also.
John 14:19

Blackaby says Paul was making clear the result of the cross: I myself live by the living presence of the living Christ -- who now dwells within me and lives out His life through me. Paul knew that the experience of being crucified with Christ was completely linked to the experience of being indwelt and empowered and controlled by the risen and living Christ.

If you don't want the cross to be emptied of its meaning and power in your life, if you want to be everything God intends you to be because of the cross, then let all that God accomplished in the cross have full effect in your life. Don't set aside what God has done and try to live apart from full dependence on the living Christ.

When Paul stated in 2 Corinthians that anyone in Christ is a "new creation", with all things becoming new in their lives, the newness he referred to was the living presence of Christ Himself. That's what's new (and stays new) in our lives when we live by the cross.

Don't let anybody ever tell you that the life of holiness is drab, boring, and lifeless. It is not. How could it be? It's the full of the complete, abundant, overflowing life of God. It is full of joy. It is full of victory. It is full of promise and hope. As you follow the way of the cross, you'll see things you've never seen, and hear things you've never heard.

This world and its ways held no appeal for Paul because he was crucified to it. He could see more than the world sees, and what he saw was the glory of the cross of Jesus Christ and the eternal life and hope it brings.

Lord, help me to understand what this really meant for Paul and what it can mean for me.

Our faith should not be in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God. Paul wanted to see the impact of the crucified Christ in every area of life for the Corinthians. As we meditate on the Scriptures, allow God to thread the truth of them through your heart, then out from your heart into the rest of your life.

How is the cross affecting my life?
Is my life centered on the cross?Is that the reality -- not just in my 'theology', but in my experience?
Am I experiencing the life of the living Lord?
Or...does the world still have priority in shaping how I spend my time, energy, thoughts, and all that I have?
Am I in any way quenching and resisting His activity in my life, setting aside the grace of God, so that the cross of Christ is made of no effect in me?



Grace and peace be multiplied to you
in the knowledge of God
and of Jesus our Lord,
as His divine power has given to us all things
that pertain to life and godliness,
through the knowledge of Him
who called us by glory and virtue. (2 Peter 1:2-3)

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Losing Your Life

For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. (Matthew 16:25)

Christians are commanded to lose their lives. This means they ought to deliberately release their lives to God and His kingdom. One of the greatest hindrances to you being on mission with God will be your view of what constitutes your “legitimate rights”; that is, those things that you feel you have a right to experience and enjoy. It’s not difficult to turn over to Christ those things that are not a sacrifice or that you would prefer to do without anyway. Rather, it is the things that are good and that are dear to you that may stand between you and God’s will.

It’s good to be near your grown children and grandchildren, for example, but God may want you to go to another city or continent on mission with Him. It’s good to get adequate rest, but you may receive a call of distress in the middle of the night. You may assume that you have a right to certain material things, yet God may ask you to release all of your possessions to Him and His purposes (Matt. 19:21).

Jesus modeled perfectly this attitude toward life. He had a legitimate right to enjoy the comforts of heaven. Yet, He did not look at it as a right He should hold on to, nor did He see leaving all that was His as a sacrifice too costly to make (Phil. 2:5–11). As a result, God highly exalted Him and brought salvation to a broken world. Has the world convinced you that there are certain rights that you must protect? Are you trying to save your life? Have you noticed that in so doing, you are actually losing the life God wants you to have?

Henry Blackaby
Experiencing God day by day
http://www.blackaby.org/


I've always agreed with the Christian's role of 'losing their life' until it involves my own when complaining. Recently I'd been complaining of just so much to do as wife, mom, homeschooler and employee; sometimes uncertain of my role. Yesterday we said goodbye to a church friend's Mom who lived from 1922-2006. She lived through alot of history. Her life is a legacy. I'm reminded again why one must lose their life in order to find it.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Our Motto

Well, to help fight the defeat of wrestling with why we homeschool, or when we want to complain about chores, unproductive days, etc., we've come up with a mission/purpose statement type slogan to our name. It would be nice if I can find the folder I lost with all my notes, but I guess another time.

AnEmEl House
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Mission
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Be a LIGHT for God and Others
Have a LOVE for God and Others
LIVE to God and Others
LEARN about God and Others
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This is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it. Ps. 118:24
Everyday. Every season. No matter the weather, or the reason.
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We have some verses listed to support LIGHT, LOVE, LIVE and LEARN. This has been helpful to check our attitudes when we need to be reminded why we homeschool, serve, etc. A purpose to our doings. The kids seem to like it, and we made a poster with cut outs and verses. A new schedule, and switched some stuff around to hopefully make it an easier school year.
Praise God.
Now I've got to go vote! :)

Titus 3
14 Our people must learn to devote themselves to doing what is good, in order that they may provide for daily necessities and not live unproductive lives.

Hebrews 5
7 During the days of Jesus' life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions with loud cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission.
8 Although he was a son, he learned obedience from what he suffered
9 and, once made perfect, he became the source of eternal salvation for all who obey him

Psalm 119
14 I rejoice in following your statutes as one rejoices in great riches.
15 I meditate on your precepts and consider your ways.
16 I delight in your decrees; I will not neglect your word.

Joshua 1
7 Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go.
8 Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.
9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

Mark 12
29"The most important one," answered Jesus, "is this: 'Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one.[
a]
30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.'[
b] 31The second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'[c]There is no commandment greater than these."

Galatians 2
19 "For through the Law I (
B)died to the Law, so that I might live to God.
20 "I have been (
C)crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but (D)Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in (E)the Son of God, who (F)loved me and (G)gave Himself up for me.

Colossians 3
16 Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God.
17 And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

Matthew 5
15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house.
16 In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

Friday, November 03, 2006

Beth Moore's Daniel study

We watched this video last night, and it broke me as did session 4. Whew, she doesn't give you enough time to catch up with your emotions. I needed to sob a little more after that prayer. It brings me to my knees. Funny, it seems you get your adrenaline running at the the intro with the lion, and then you've got a lake of tears by the end of the video session. As you can see, the enemy got a good laugh out of me this week. I was moved by many things she said in the 2nd part (page) of the video. We act less than who we are. When we should act as God calls us through His word. We act like we feel (act like we are defiled). Are we planning to let the enemy have victory over using us as unholy? The bride is suppose to be making herself ready [sobs]. Something we should remember daily. How do we not be defiled by all Babylon has to offer? -corruption by pride; ambition to power and position -prioritizing beauty over character -image building. How many images are constantly hitting us throughout the day? We're inundated with so much - overstimulated I thought constantly! Wise up says Beth! She said something along the lines of us already being half way there with all the images we're consumed with daily that all the enemy has to do is convince us to do the unholy thing. This made me think about how I don't pray over my husband enough. He is an inspector and runs all over the city, and is always on the go with work and lunch, and then back to work; in the workplace with lots of folks. When he parks it at home he watches about 2-3 hours of tv. We don't watch tv usually when he is not home. We've got homeschool, chores, etc., to keep us busy. We decide to just watch tv when he's here, or play a board game, or whatever. We try to turn the tv off and have dinner all together. Men handle things differently than women, and so I will not want to watch tv as much as my husband probably needs too. I like it quiet, with a little music. He can be on the computer with the tv on. When I catch him, I will turn the tv off.:) This also made me think of how hard it was for Daniel to continue to live in Babylon, but live the separate life from Babylon. Neb continually referring to Daniel as Belteshazzar; named after Neb's god, etc. Daniel really had to separate himself from that constant 'babylon' identity for so many years as he belonged to God. So many times in our work place, or out with a friend we are a light making a stand for God needing to separate ourselves from the world. HUGE!

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Yes, Lord!

This morning as I was constantly awakened by my husband's two alarms that go off every 15 minutes after the hour, I heard the radio announcer say 'happy halloween'. As I crawled out of bed to greet Rich and say goodbye, he said, 'I'm going to work, have a good day'. He kissed me and I remembered that I needed to get my bag out of the car before he left. I noticed the car was not clear for take off and moved Tony's bike out of the way, a shovel and a stool, opened the garage for him. Tony was up earlier today, and got to greet Dad good-bye as well. It's funny how everything sounds loud in the morning. I don't know if it's me with sensitive ears, but the magnitude of everything seems to be LOUD. I recalled the Sears tech is suppose to stop by and check the machine for the gazillionth time (exaggerating) from the really bad piercing sound it makes. It seems to be temperamental and only makes it now and then. Not helpful at all for this guy I'm sure. We have mounds of laundry to catch up on since they've been dealing with this machine back in August. I think to myself, Lord, all I want to do is my study, and to turn on the dishwasher. As Rich backed the car out of the garage, I noticed our car leaked some pretty good fluid over the cardboard I placed to catch the slow oil leak in front of it. I said to myself 'here come the trials', and showed Rich the cardboard. We have no money to fix this car, Lord. I signed up to make dinner for a struggling friend tomorrow, and I only have $20.00, and whatever is in the cupboard until payday. What shall I feed the kids today, make dinner for them tonight. I have oatmeal for breakfast, eggs for lunch, and there's some meat in the freezer. Things we're looking fine, just the busyness of what to do started to beset me. I went out to sweep the snow off our walkway. In the dark, I listened to cars passing and my neighbor that lives across me opening his gate. The dogs howled, and it's quite dark in front of my home if my neighbor didn't leave his light on. I recalled today is Halloween. As I felt my spirit get down, God allowed me to recall the verse in Psalm 118:24 "This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it". It didn't matter if today was a day I did not understand, whether it is a day of mourning, or a day filled with chores, it is the day the Lord made. I thought about how Jesus had said that to himself when he walked towards the Cross on Calvary. Whether it is my first day, or my last, let the name of the Lord be praised.

I'm trading my sorrows
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying them down for the Joy of the Lord

As strong as my opinions can be Hebrews 13 tells me:

15 Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise—the fruit of lips that confess his name. 16 And do not forget to do good and to share with others, for with such sacrifices God is pleased. 17 Obey your leaders and submit to their authority. They keep watch over you as men who must give an account. Obey them so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no advantage to you.

It's to no advantage of mine to work against my brother. Lord, you say in your Word if I have not love, I'm a clanging symbol. That my fruit is determined by my love for the brethren. Help me to love as you do, as I know this pleases You, and what pleases You is helpful to me. I want to have a clear conscience and desire to live honorably in every way for Your glory, the benefit of my husband and children. Not to just tickle people's ears, but to be relevant as a Christian in this world today. Thank you for the lessons, as hard as they are.

Psalm 118
1 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.
2 Let Israel say: "His love endures forever."
3 Let the house of Aaron say: "His love endures forever."
4 Let those who fear the LORD say: "His love endures forever."
5 In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free.
6 The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?
7 The LORD is with me; he is my helper. I will look in triumph on my enemies.
8 It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in man.
9 It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in princes.
10 All the nations surrounded me, but in the name of the LORD I cut them off.
11 They surrounded me on every side, but in the name of the LORD I cut them off.
12 They swarmed around me like bees, but they died out as quickly as burning thorns;

in the name of the LORD I cut them off.
13 I was pushed back and about to fall, but the LORD helped me.
14 The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.
15 Shouts of joy and victory resound in the tents of the righteous:

"The LORD's right hand has done mighty things!
16 The LORD's right hand is lifted high; the LORD's right hand has done mighty things!"
17 I will not die but live, and will proclaim what the LORD has done.
18 The LORD has chastened me severely, but he has not given me over to death.
19 Open for me the gates of righteousness; I will enter and give thanks to the LORD.
20 This is the gate of the LORD through which the righteous may enter.
21 I will give you thanks, for you answered me; you have become my salvation.
22 The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone;
23 the LORD has done this, and it is marvelous in our eyes.
24 This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it.
25 O LORD, save us; O LORD, grant us success.
26 Blessed is he who comes in the name of the LORD.

From the house of the LORD we bless you. [a]
27 The LORD is God, and he has made his light shine upon us.

With boughs in hand, join in the festal procession up [b] to the horns of the altar.
28 You are my God, and I will give you thanks; you are my God, and I will exalt you.
29 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures forever.


I want to know You, Lord.

I am Yours.

Monday, October 30, 2006


One day I can live without

If there is one day out of the entire 365 days of the year that I am confused in what to do it's Halloween. I am a Christian and a mom, and my views are pretty much the same as this article:

http://www.gty.org/resources.php?section=articles&aid=231305

Never in the Christian community have I heard such conflicting views in what to do. People are on the one extreme or the other. I hear appearance of evil should be avoided this day. Appearance of evil, or evil period should be avoided every day.

Being I have kids, they do want to just have fun like other kids that day. I know it is my responsibility as a mother to teach my kids right from wrong; good from evil. I try and do this everyday. On the legalist view this is evil, and we better not let the kids be kids or have fun. They need to be like Jesus. This will really tell if they're a christian or not [please hear my sarcasm here].

Remember this scripture:

1 Corinthians 13
10 but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
12 Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

Well, that's what/how children are. They're children --not little demons! Well, maybe on a bad day, roflol!!! They're not little adults either. They're learning from adults in how to live like an adult.

Last year I was a bit confused in what to do that I just fasted and prayed. I can't help, but feel weird when this day comes up. The pressure to do one thing or the other. The kids hear about other kids going to a Harvest Party, or Trick or treating. I won't do trick or treating after rumors of tampered candy year after year. I'd rather go to a Harvest Party at a church for the kids. I've also heard views where Satan has all the Christians where he wants them in between 4 walls. I've done the giving of tracts and treats at home. I wouldn't mind skipping this day all together and maybe make another holiday two days or something.;) Even if I was not a kid, I'd probably be helping out in a Harvest Party. I won't go to a place of business with my kids where they can trick or treat either. I don't do the whole t.o.t. thing.

If people's views are so strict on Halloween, why aren't they as strict on other days, or with the Easter Bunny and Eggs or a Turkey at Thanksgiving. These are all good reasons to celebrate, but if you're going to go anti-pagan on me, why not call it all? Don't sit there and stuff your face, while there's people hungry in Africa, Ethiopia, and other third world countries. Don't sit so comfortable in your big, large living house, computers, etc. while others are homeless, hungry, or hurting. Balance out your living. If you're not struggling in it, than why not? I don't know how you live or your convictions, but I'm sure you're not as consistent as you want to be. Guess what? I am not either. If you're gonna preach it, preach it all. If you're going to yell to the rooftops that people need to get saved, then park yourself outside where there are many captive, and preach the good news; feed the hungry, house the homeless, raise the dead [the spiritually dead]. We can either allow this to freeze us or free us. I am free. It's the legalism that kills me. I will respect if it is a problem for my brother or sister in Christ, and I guess I expect for it to be told to me in that manner. The bible says that 'you who are more spiritual ought to be careful how you pull your brother up.' Lord, please pull me out of this one.

Friday, October 27, 2006

Update

Well, I prayed over it, and was going to head on down there with flowers. I wrote a letter that God loves them and the bibles are a gift; gifts are not given with the intention they'd be given back; God has many wonderful thoughts towards them, and a desire for them to know Him; there are many treasures in His Word, but we won't find half of them without His Word. Basically I encouraged them to read it beginning with the book of John, and that I was coming as a friend.

The letter didn't make me feel good. I can see in hindsight, their telling me there is nothing wrong with their life. They're happy with what they do, etc. So, I thought maybe just go down there and talk with them. Well, when this all happened I told Rich how I felt, and we prayed. The next day we prayed again, and when he got home from work yesterday, he said he did not want me to go down there. He didn't feel comfortable, and was concerned they would retaliate, or all gang up on me, and I would be in a situation that wouldn't be good for his wife. :( So, now I'm between a submissive wife and a hard place.:( I don't have a problem with it, and look at it as God's protection when my husband lays down the law. I also know that his faith is different from mine. I will go out on a limb and trust, and there are times where we are opposite. Some things have also come up in how this has taken me and others out of their comfort zone. One friend told me I should not gave them God's word, but tracts. I see that out of respect of God's Holy book. I was thinking more from a 'this is the best gift someone can give anyone', but that's my view, and probably other Christians. To a non-believer I see that it would be offensive. God, I struggle with how you want us to minister to these.... How can I develop a relationship with them when I'm banned from their place of employment? How do we as the saved, get to know them without doing as Jesus did, and entering into their lives. I know we can pray and ask God to send people, but that prayer is put into action by someone.

Is it really another day, another dollar, another 95cents to the government, and 5 cents to us?
Why are people so eager to preach on the 4 corners of my street near the freeway, and not in front of places as these. Why aren't more Christians in places like these winning them over as friends. I bet these people need to know they are loved by God; that the Owner is very lost and in need of a Savior. I can't imagine he goes home and kisses his wife, has a meal with his kids and goes off to work.

Ok that's my rant....

Jesus spent time with all of these......why can't we?

I guess working in the apartment managing job, I worked with a lot of people that came from various backgrounds and was able to share my life with them. Now, that we're away from there I see how are lives are just our lives unless I am put out there in the world, and that only happens when I've got the car and we go places. My priorities are in the home now. No 50 or so customers coming to the door to see an apartment, pay rent, ask about repairs, etc. a week, no phones ringing off the hook, or immediate demands. Our lives have really slowed down, but sped up in other things....unpacking, laundry, organization. Oh thrill, lol. I really love my husband and my children. I see my tasks and need to be faithful in them.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Lead me straight

What is God accomplishing through me…….

my family……..

my church……..

my community……..

United states………..

the world?

Well, since it begins with me, I wonder sometimes what you're doing through me, Lord. I wonder where we're going with things, or that I’m doing the right thing(s). Lord, I know You love me, and you have a place for me, and this world is not my home. Lord, I know I don’t have to know because I know You. Your character, Your strength, Your loveliness, Your mercy. I just want to know if it is You, or is this me? And if it is me, is it something for me to use for Your glory. Please clarify where I go from here. Many are the evils around this world, but many are the thoughts God has toward me and those He loves. How I love to wallow in it! How can I share God with the world unashamedly, unswervingly and unconditionally.

Last week Wednesday morning I watched a video on the rapture (sorry my non-rapture friends), and I was moved to share God's word with someone. I asked God to whom, and I believe He put the word 'captive' on my heart. I asked, "Who are the captive, Lord in my community?" Although I had an idea as I've done Prison Ministry before both here and CA, it appeared to me that He was saying the women in the strip clubs of our city. I said "Are you serious?" He said, Yes, it will be great. I said, oh no, lol. Are you sure, Lord? Yes, I am. Well, this rapture movie had Robin Marks 'Revival' song on there, and I just about died. Crying in tears the song got my emotions going, and well, I felt even more grieved for their souls, and more encouraged for the task. I was scared to death for my physical being. Not that the gospel's a bad thing to share, but going to a place where it’s dark spiritually, the gospel is not preached or welcomed was the big pill to swallow. So, what do I do now? Give me a Word, Lord. He said 'captive'. Who are the captive in your community you can minister to? I sensed He was telling me the elderly as that has always been a place people needed care and to know they are loved, and the road ahead of them doesn’t have to be scary. I spent seven years knowing a lovely elderly pastor couple. They were my spiritual Godparents that are in heaven now. Russ left in his late 80s and Betty in her 90s. I wish I was able to ask them. Lord, am I silly to ask for a sign? I remember the Elderly Homes were something I've enjoyed as I visited Russ. I saw a friend the past week at the Pioneer home, and I've enjoyed helping women which I did at the apartment managing job for the past 7 years. Women that were on drugs, women facing divorce, bad relationships, hardship, jail time, making it at home alone, with kids, or had kids with problems, jobs, you name it. I believe in this short time I miss reaching out to them for Him. Is that Him, or is it me? Have I missed their friendships, or am I truly concerned about their souls being saved? Can it be both?

Flashback three years ago, when I really sensed God was speaking about it. It was the first time I’d ever really noticed the sign. My husband stopped at the corner store to get fuel and a soda. It was near the Appliance Hardware store we go. I was in the car with my children. I was looking at a sign that said Reflections. I thought to myself what is a place like that? I was surprised to see that in what I thought was a wavy design under the name was discreetly a woman laying on her back. I was sad. I was shocked to see this in the middle of our city. There were flashing strobe lights and at the end the names of the women were being shown over a digital sign. Immediately my heart sank. I was torn. You see, I come from an abusive background. Sexual, physical, etc. I know what it means to be in bondage, a victim, and despair. And, I know the freedom in Christ. God gave me a heart for the Owner of that place and the women. Nothing ever became of it.

Back to the present, that Wednesday evening with the permission of my Pastor, I ended up putting a bible with a tract on each vehicle. There were 10 vehicles and I had 10 bibles. I did this with my Pastor's permission, and a promise to bail me out of jail if I was arrested.;) Well, I prayed beforehand, prayed after and left it in the Lord's hands. It was late when I went over. I was scared as I sensed an evil dark spirit, but it was clear that I was intervening for their souls. A big lady with a Security sign over the back of her jacket had just walked across and into the club. As I distributed I prayed over each one. Sensed some angry spirits, but intervened in love and the sake of their souls. I did it in love and compassion for them, and I’d do it again. I prayed for their souls, and the Word of God to be an overflowing fill of water for them that they could not deny. There was a verse God gave me in

2 Timothy 2
25 Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, 26 and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will.

Colossians 2

7 rooted and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness.
8 See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the basic principles of this world rather than on Christ.
9 For in Christ all the fullness of the Deity lives in bodily form,

2 Cor. 10
4 The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds.
5 We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.
6 And we will be ready to punish every act of disobedience, once your obedience is complete.

The best gift I could give them is God's word. It is up to them what they do with it.

A girlfriend recently shared with me that she has a friend that is talking about being a stripper. Her husband is also wanting her, too. My heart grieved for her and her husband. I hoped she might be there to find the Word, but later learned she's in New York. Pray for Vicki and her husband. I fear for them and the life it turns out to be. Now, I have no experience with the job, but I sensed the struggle of them, and how it must be either the only job for some of them where it pays their bills, but the bondage must be enormous! I don't see that as a job you can just do, and it not steal a piece of your soul.

Well, today I get a call from Pastor that the club called and they want us to go pick up the bibles. My first reaction was well, praise God. They've responded. Yesterday I heard a Missionary's testimony, and I so wanted to speak with her about how to approach these women, but I didn't get a chance to. Anyhow, I told Pastor I will go and pick them up. I did speak with my friend, and she told me to fast and pray. Ask God for clarification. I know these people are lost, but if someone showed they cared for them, why not? Isn't it worth it?

Is my life not exciting enough? Did I do this on my own accord? I've been told I shouldn't affiliate the church with such matters by this missionary. Well, who will the lost go to? Where is the church in the lives of the captive? What are we doing in our city, etc. to move these people to Christ? I am one person, but the church is many. Lord, the Harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few. Give us a heart for the captive!

Ok, so maybe it wasn't my business to involve them, but are we not to set the captives free? The part that confuses me is that I'm a wife and a mother first, and I owe my life to God, my husband and children. Pray that I be a good steward, a great homemaker, wife, and great mother to these children. The task is HUGE, somedays I want to stay crawled up in bed. I know they are my priority. I also know that the gospel is my priority. Have I used that life as a way of coping with my own? Help me make sense of where you are leading me, Lord. I know it is dangerous. I know you can move mountains. I know it starts with me.

I plan to pick up the bible tomorrow night as God leads after fasting and praying. How do I balance the juggle? I don't need to create havoc, chaos, or situations that are not good for my family. I took a few spiritual gifts surveys this year, and came out 'apostleship' on top. I have an idea of what that means, and will have many ideas, but I just don’t know. Help me figure out my ministry, and how I can glorify You, Lord with what you've given to me. Help me to work well with others. I've heard of many Pastors and missionary families that didn't do well with ministry pressures on the family. My husband isn't as social in this area, and he was concerned for me. He likes hospitality, but he's being stretched. I try to do the ministry interests he comes up with, but they drop off so easily. I just don't know what to do with myself, Lord.

Lord, thank you for helping me struggle this out. I know You did not give me the world to handle. You're doing that. Lead me straight, where I need to be. Help me not to be too content, and a light for many.

I am Yours

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Wisdom

The fear of God is the beginning of wisdom.

A university degree, or even a PHD is not the beginning of wisdom. The fear of God is. Wisdom comes from God. Nowhere else. Even the foolishness of God is wisdom. Did you hear that? The foolishness of God is greater than man's wisdom. That's hysterical.

1 Corinthians 1

Christ the Wisdom and Power of God
18 For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.
19 For it is written: "I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate."[c]
20 Where is the wise man? Where is the scholar? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world?
21 For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe.
22 Jews demand miraculous signs and Greeks look for wisdom,
23 but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles,
24 but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God.
25 For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.
26 Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth.
27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong.
28 He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are,
29 so that no one may boast before him.
30 It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption.
31 Therefore, as it is written: "Let him who boasts boast in the Lord."[d]


Seems like when I try to make sense of my life, or things happening in it, they don't make sense without God. Henry Blackaby challenges us to get wisdom by seeking after God through prayer and God's word.

Thank you for this reminder today, Father. Oh, etch this in my heart and head, Lord. Help me to seek Your counsel in prayer, and Your Word. Help me not to use man's wisdom or ways to make sense of my life. I want to seek You first. It would probably save me a lot of misery, too. Remove my unbelief that I may see You.

Yours

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I long for Heaven


When I feel overwhelmed by this world.

When I wrestle with thoughts or struggles of the mind.

When the pressure is high enough to cook a turkey.

I long for heaven.

When I hear about the corruption of the world.

When I see the sadness on the face of a child.

I long for Heaven.

When I fuss with someone because I can't handle the way they're handling something.

When I read about the ugliness about something that has past, but hasn't grown much.

When I sense the darkness we are really in.

I long for Heaven.

Come Lord Jesus, come.

I want to start anew.

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Ministry Appreciation

This is the month to take the time to appreciate your Pastor, church ministry persons and staff.

God bless them for the work they do!

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Authentic

Dictionary.com:


not false or copied; genuine; real: an authentic antique.
2.
having the origin supported by unquestionable evidence; authenticated; verified: an authentic document of the Middle Ages; an authentic work of the old master.
3.
entitled to acceptance or belief because of agreement with known facts or experience; reliable; trustworthy: an authentic report on poverty in Africa.
4.
Law. executed with all due formalities: an authentic deed.
5.
Music.
a.
(of a church mode) having a range extending from the final to the octave above. Compare plagal.
b.
(of a cadence) consisting of a dominant harmony followed by a tonic.
6.
Obsolete. authoritative.


Can you be authentic, and live a life that goes against what God has called you to be? What has our world come to? Don't be deceived, you are not authentic when you live apart from what God created you to be - His.

Listening to McCreedy's testimony today, I am confused and saddened how He misuses God's will for our lives that is clear contrary to God's word. God have mercy on us. Maybe I'm lost, but McCreedy said he couldn't be someone who wasn't authentic. I assume that to mean the same person you see in the day and the night. I took it to mean that he has stopped the search on His life. I don't think the search for life ever stops when you live your life for God. There are roads that go on for journeys, marathons, etc. His decision has brought his life to a halt. I know I fail at understanding in this area. Teach me to love.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Cover Story
Has America Abandoned Parental Rights?

By Mike Farris
- disclaimer -

A Dangerous Path

I litigated the case that history may judge to be a turning point in parents’ rights. Mozert v. Hawkins County Public Schools (1987) was touted by the media as the “Scopes II” trial. Not only was Mozert tried in Tennessee, but it involved evolution, religion, and a cloud of media onlookers. Attorney Timothy Dyk, now a federal judge appointed by Bill Clinton, was hired by People for the American Way to defend the school district. Beverly LaHaye’s Concerned Women for America employed me as their general counsel to represent the parents whose children had been expelled from the Hawkins County Public Schools.

Why were these children expelled? They refused to read a series of reading books that violated their religious beliefs.

The purpose of the lawsuit was to seek to restore the right of these students to attend public school and be given an alternative reading assignment.

The central issue in the case was: Do parents and children who have sincere religious objections to public school curriculum have the right to alternative instruction for the objectionable material?

The U.S. Supreme Court denied review of the Mozert case, effectively upholding an anti-parent bias in the federal court.

The answer given by the Sixth Circuit Court of Appeals was clear: Parents have no such right. Once a child has been submitted to the public schools for his education, parents lose all ability to control the course of instruction.

The Mozert case was so widely publicized that it merited two full-page editorials in USA Today. It was on the front page of nearly every major paper in America at some point. It was covered by all national networks. Yet the Supreme Court of the United States did not think the legal issues in Mozert merited its attention, so the petition for review by the Court was denied. The denial of review was reported on the front page of the Washington Post and widely covered elsewhere.

At the time, I thought that the decision in this case represented a growing trend of anti-Christian bias in the federal courts. So many other decisions had been made allowing public school students to opt out of religiously objectionable material that the only way to explain the disparity seemed to be bias against conservative Christians.

For instance, the Eighth Circuit Court of Appeals had considered a case in 1980 involving public school instruction and announced the general principle, “Forcing any person to participate in an activity that offends his religious or non-religious beliefs will generally contravene the Free Exercise Clause.”1

Additionally, the Sixth Circuit (the same court that decided Mozert) had previously decided another case involving religious beliefs and public school curriculum. In Spence v. Bailey (1972), the court held that it was a violation of the Free Exercise Clause to force a student with conscientious objections to war to attend Reserve Officers’ Training Corps (ROTC) as a condition of attending the public schools. It was constitutionally unacceptable, the court ruled, to force a student to engage in “training contrary to his religious beliefs, or to give up his public education.”

But eventually I realized that what Mozert actually represented was a growing trend of anti-parent bias in the federal courts.

The Mozert court held that there was no “burden” on religious freedom or parents’ rights when the schools forced children to read religiously offensive books as a condition of attending public schools.

Understanding the burden test is very important.

In First Amendment and related cases (including parental rights cases), according to the current Supreme Court, there are a series of questions that are supposed to be answered in the proper order. Think of the process like a series of hurdles. If a parent fails to clear the first hurdle in the case, the case ends right there.

The first hurdle is the “burden” test. This test is essentially designed to answer the question: Are the plaintiffs’ rights even arguably violated? A claim can be considered so remote or insubstantial that it fails on this threshold issue. If your rights are not “burdened,” your case is over immediately without any need to consider the remaining hurdles.

If a parent does clear the “burden hurdle” there remains the compelling interest test—which is a balancing test designed to determine how important your rights are in this situation compared to the importance of the government’s goals and purposes. But if the parent does not clear that initial barrier of demonstrating that his rights are arguably violated, the court never reaches the balancing test.

The implication of failing to clear this first hurdle signals that the government’s power is essentially absolute in the particular area. If the court holds that a parent’s rights are not burdened when a public school forces a child into a sex education course without the parent’s permission, this establishes a very broad rule. It means that no matter how egregious the sex education program may be, parents’ rights are not implicated at all. The court will only balance the importance of the particular program against the parents’ claims of right after the parents have proven that their rights have been burdened.

Thus, if a court says that parents’ rights are not burdened when the public schools force children to take instruction that is contrary to their religious faith, that is a categorical ruling. It does not matter whether the public school’s program is tangential or central to the curriculum. It does not make a difference if the religious objections are numerous or few. It certainly does not matter if the parents believe that the school has invaded their religious convictions as opposed to their religious preference. If there is no burden on parents’ rights or religious freedom when the schools force children to learn secular material that violates the parents’ faith, this ruling is absolute for all parents of all faiths.

This background helps place an incredibly alarming decision made in 2005 by the Ninth Circuit Court of Appeals in its proper context.

In 2001, the Palmdale School District in California decided to give a survey to students in its elementary schools. Included in this psychological survey were a number of sex-related questions. These included inquiries into touching one’s private parts and thinking about doing so with others, among other fairly explicit questions.

Parents were outraged that this survey was conducted without a proper disclosure to the parents. But the court’s decision did not rest upon the district’s previous superficial disclosure to parents.

The Ninth Circuit held:

Although the parents are legitimately concerned with the subject of sexuality, there is no constitutional reason to distinguish that concern from any of the countless moral, religious, or philosophical objections that parents might have to other decisions of the School District—whether those objections regard information concerning guns, violence, the military, gay marriage, racial equality, slavery, the dissection of animals, or the teaching of scientifically-validated theories of the origins of life. Schools cannot be expected to accommodate the personal, moral or religious concerns of every parent. Such an obligation would not only contravene the educational mission of the public schools, but also would be impossible to satisfy.

The court went on to make it entirely explicit that once children are left at the public school’s front door, all parental control over the child’s education ceases.

In sum, we affirm that the Meyer-Pierce3 right does not extend beyond the threshold of the school door. The parents’ asserted right “to control the upbringing of their children by introducing them to matters of and relating to sex in accordance with their personal and religious values and beliefs,” by which they mean the right to limit what public schools or other state actors may tell their children regarding sexual matters, is not encompassed within the Meyer-Pierce right to control their children’s upbringing and education.

The Ninth Circuit has a reputation for being the most liberal in the nation. In this instance, it simply sided with the vast majority of recent federal court decisions.

The First Circuit Court of Appeals made a similar outlandish ruling in Brown v. Hot, Sexy and Safer Productions, Inc. (1995). This case involved a mandatory, school-wide assembly that contained offensive and suggestive sexual material. The First Circuit said that while parents have the right to choose alternative forms of schooling, they have no constitutional right to direct their child’s education inside the public school. Consider how broadly the First Circuit characterized these rights:

The first instance involves the state proscribing parents from educating their children, while the second involves parents prescribing what the state shall teach their children.
The court did not use the term prescribe correctly in this case. Parents were not prescribing what the public schools had to teach their children. They were seeking to proscribe the kind of instruction they wanted left out of their children’s public school education: they just wanted to opt out of sexually explicit material.

So, if we correct the use of this term, what the First Circuit said was this: Parents cannot be told by the state to stop teaching their children, but parents cannot stop the state from teaching those children just because the parents do not like what is being taught. None of the cases just described were decided with a balancing test. Every case held that parents’ rights had not been burdened or implicated at all. In fact, according to the courts, parents’ rights to control the education of their children completely stop at the schoolhouse door.

What is the implication for homeschoolers?

First, we should be very glad that we have decided to homeschool our children. If any parents still believe that they have a constitutional right to direct their children’s education inside a public school, these cases demonstrate that such a view is a fantasy. It should not be this way. Parents of public school students should be able to decide to remove their children from sex surveys and assemblies, but according to the federal courts, they have no such right.
Second, saying that the state can force children to learn explicit sex education material if they are enrolled in public schools is a short step from saying that the state can force all children to receive such instruction. If we do not take alarm when other parents’ rights are treated so badly, we should not be surprised when our own rights are invaded. Note in particular the wording used by the First Circuit: “Parents may not prescribe what the state may teach their children.” Although the context of this case was in a public school, the actual wording used is a very broad claim of state power over the minds of all children.

In fact, the 2002 decision of a Texas federal district court in Barrow v. Greenville Independent School District shows how close these cases come to invading the freedom of homeschoolers. In Barrow, a public school teacher sought a promotion to the rank of assistant principal. She was denied this promotion solely because her children were enrolled in a Christian school. The federal court held that neither her religious freedom nor her parental rights were at stake. Public employees who are denied promotion because they refuse to participate in government education for their own children are being given a choice of losing a job or losing a constitutional right to control the education of their children.

This case suggests that we are on a very dangerous path.

Unless parents’ rights are treated on a par with other fundamental rights, the government will continue to demand more and more authority over our children. It is time to put parents’ rights into the text of the United States Constitution.

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Endnotes

Monday, September 04, 2006

What We Believe Determines How We Live


about God
ourselves
life
friends
family


Words have weight. Remember the saying 'your Word is your bond'. Who is your bond?

Ro 1:1 -
Paul, a bond-servant of Christ Jesus, called as an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God,
Ga 1:10 -
For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a bond-servant of Christ.
Tit 1:1 -
Paul, a bond-servant of God and an apostle of Jesus Christ, for the faith of those chosen of God and the knowledge of the truth which is according to godliness,



Have you let the countless words of others determine how you live, think or believe

-about God
-about you
-life
-friends
-family


When Christ is our only hope found, how does He change the way you think of

-Him
-you
-life
-friends
-family


When Jesus is Our light, life, strength, and song, doesn't it make you feel fearless? Beyond limits? I'm not talking in the negative either, but empowered to overcome obstacles present in your life. To be able to push yourself further into Him. Trusting with tears. When I think of 'in Christ Alone' I think of how incomplete I was without Him. I am incomplete without Him.

On Christ the Solid Rock, I stand, all other ground is sinking sand..

God, thank you for this revelation in my life today.

What heights of love!
depths of peace!
fears are stilled!
strivings cease!
My comforter!
My all in all!
Here in the love of Christ, I stand.




I stand in awe of You.